have you ever felt this way?

i feel ridiculous ! hahaha

seeing your name on my phone, feels like this heart pumps so fast that in a few second would explodeeee!

to say "hei, whats up dude" it could take me HOURS before finally i have enough courage to text you..

what is he doing in my mind all the time?? hahahaha..

well.. hopes are keeping me alive..even with only few possibilities..

kalo kata cheryl cole:

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
We gotta fight fight fight fight fight for this love
Its worth having its worth fighting for


:) i don't know for sure if you are what i want.. i'm not a 100% sure
how can i not be?
i don't even know you..
only calls and texts..

but something.. deep inside..
keeps saying to me to keep trying and fighting..

i don't know how to stop it.. i don't know when to stop..

i believe..
there's always a limit for everything..

even if it's fighting for someone that you love.. you have to know when to stop..