SEMAKIN

huaaaaaaaa.. im jakartaaaa coming in a few hours!

btw gue hari ini lagi very-indonesian bgt musicnya.. :)) aku lagii sukaaa banget sm lagunya D'masiv yang SEMAKIN :)) enak aja dengernya ampe gue puter repeat di lapti :p
hmm, liriknya biasa, tp suaranya ryan yang seksi gmn gt pas banget sm lagu ngebeat

to be or not to be...

everyone has a choice..

nobody may interfere on ur decision..

yea, maybe your father told you to do this..

maybe ur mom told you not to do that and so on..

i know that.. and they are important for me too..

but it's your life.. your happiness..

hear the voice of the deepest corner of your heart..

if you have a strong will, then find your own way!

prove to everyone that don't believe you..

that you can be successful.. and you are being someone that they would never imagined before

make them say, WOW.. when they stare at you in the future..

well.. like i was saying.. it's just an advice..

its your choice..

whether you want to continue being someone you HAVE to be..

or someone you WANT to be..

disappointed i am

you feel they could understand you..

honestly they understand you.. at least they try to..

but not always..


you think you can count on them..

well, i'll tell you, do not expect to much, cos u'll be disappointed


when you needed them the most

where are they??

only few cares about you


true & real friends are forever, i know.. they're always beside you whenever you need them..

but 'friends' are not always good at you..

the only one person you can count on at the end is yourself..


well..

cruel reality that i discovered lately..

how things change as people grow..

i cannot feel sincerity anymore.. just transactional contract..

how disappointing..

sms ke nyokap

hmm sekitar 2 hari yang lalu, gue sms nyokap saying:

L:"mamiii aku stress nih banyak tugas, ngak berhenti2, huhuhuhuuu :(("

M:"iiih kamu mah, ya iyalah kuliah ngak ada yang enak, dlu mami lebih parah, kalo mau praktek harus nemu orang yang mau dicabut giginya, mami jemput dan habis itu kita harus bayar mereka pulaa. yang penting keep trying and keep praying. that's important"

okeeeeey :))

skrng ada semangat baruuuuuuuuuuuuu

I LOVE MY MOM

"Goodbye's (The Saddest Word)"

Mamma
You gave life to me
Turned a baby into a lady

Mamma
All you had to offer
Was the promise of a lifetime of love

Now I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And I know
A love so complete
Someday must leave
Must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

Mamma
You gave love to me
Turned a young one into a woman

Mamma
All I ever needed
Was a guarantee of you loving me

'Cause I know
There is no other
Love like a mother's love for her child

And it hurts so
That something so strong
Someday will be gone, must say goodbye

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

But the love you gave me will always live
You'll always be there every time I fall
You are to me the greatest love of all
You take my weakness and you make me strong
And I will always love you 'til forever comes

And when you need me
I'll be there for you always
I'll be there your whole life through
I'll be there this I promise you, Mamma

Mamma, I'll be
I'll be your beacon through the darkest nights
I'll be the wings that guide your broken flight
I'll be your shelter through the raging storm
And I will love you 'till forever comes

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again...
Until then...

Goodbye

im coming jogja, please be nice

yap, finally gue balik jg ke jogja, skrang ini gue lagi di kereta bima jakarta-jogja-surabaya.. hmm mantap deh, suasana enak buat ol di laptop dan sekedar dengerin lagu aja pke headset. hahah semoga sinyal modemnya oke terus sampe jogja ye.. doain aye aje. hahhaa

pas saat ini jg, gue dengerin lagunya bung John Mayers yang judulnya 'Daughters'.. enak dan pas banget sama suasana yang gue liat dijendela tempat duduk gue..

skrng tepat jam 17:50, hari mulai gelap, lelah terlihat di muka orang-orang yang tadi ku temui distasiun, para kuli pikul, satpam, tukang parkir..
orang orang diluar sana menunggu kretaku lewat dengan sabar supaya bisa melanjutkan perjalanan mereka naik motor, angkot dan mobil..
lampu-lampu dirumah-rumah pinggiran rel kereta api sudah mulai pada hidup..
semuanya tampak sempurna diatas sini, ditemani lagu-laguku..

orang orang yang ku sayang ku tinggal dlu di jkt untuk sementara, bonyok, adek2, teman2, cwoku tercinta, ya harus rela gue tinggal dlu deh, demi kuliah gue.. demi masa depan gue :)

im coming jogja.. please be nice

hmm kmren gue dr jam 10 pagi ampe jam 5 jalan m anak2.. buat sekedar nonton, makan dan have fun :)

memanfaatkan waktu yang sebentar untuk jalaaaan m cwo gueee

huhuuuu bentar lagi si unyuu gue tinggal dijkt :((