his perfection is my defection

gue kdang ngak ngerti apa c yang ada dipikiranmu?

how to understand you?? or i just have to stand you??

i have to say A or B? or just be quiet for a while?? which will change ur mind?? which???

how to make you understand?? how to say what i have to say without being worried bout what u think??

:( in fact, i cannot be what i wanna be.. just because i'm not what i wanna be..


you're so perfect.. so untouchable

everyone says that..


and i say:

"yea, he's so perfect.. and unfortunately his perfection is my defection"


what ever i do , what ever i feel, nothing would change his freaky mind..

except god's miracle ..

loving you its one thing.. but i guess waiting you its a very different thing..