habis kena campak ..

huaaaaah uda lama sekali ngak nulis :))

kabar ter-update gue adalah not so delightful hahhaa gue habis kena campak -.- bukan dicampakin, tp beneran kena penyakit campak..

bagi yang blom pada tau, campak itu mulainya dengan panas sekitar 3-4 hari lumayan tinggi.. kalo gue sih pake menggigil segala, trus habis reda, dan kita pikir uda selesai cobaannya, malah muncul deh tuh bintik2 merah unyuu diseeeeeluruh tubuh :)) tp ngak usa khawatir, ngak bentol2 kyk cacar kok, cm merah2 kyk biduren/alergi gt.. wah tapi tau ngak pas mau keluar itu merah2nya nauzubillaaaaah, gatel banget di telapak tangan sm kaki..
ngak kuat banget dah, rasanya pengen jambakin rambut orang, gr2 saking gatelnya.
hahahhaha

btw, kmren itu uda kedua kalinya gue kena campak.. gue kena tu 1 taun lalu, eeeee kena lagi, pas banget mungkin badan gue lagi ngak fit, jadi kena lagiii deh

kalo ngak salah campak itu disebabkan karena virus guys, jgn terlalu banyak diminumin obat deh, nnti malah setengah2 keluarnya n malah kena lagi kyk gue..
krn sebabnya itu si mr virus, campak itu bisa nular.. kalo ngak fit badannya.

ya the only thing you can do is wait till it's gone, drink a lot of vitamin and water :))
that might help to revitalize your body..

semoga bermanfaat yaaa..

lagi musim sakit nih, jaga kesehatan yaaaaaaaaa

love :)

Love doesn't ask why
It speaks from the heart
And never explains
Don't you know that
Love doesn't think twice

Don't ask me if this feeling's right or wrong
It doesn't have to make much sense
It just has to be this strong
'Cause when you're in my arms I understand
We don't try to have a voice
When our hearts make the choices

14 - 02 - 2011

alhamdulillah
5 bulan sudah berlalu..
sm sekali ngak mudah buat aku & dia
banyak banget brantem, diskusi dan saling bertukar pikiran..
cobaan ngak habis-habisnya kita rasain..
apa yang kita hadapi bukan mengarah ke sesuatu yang cerah dan indah,
tapi justru kita brusaha buat sll menerangi jalan yang bener-bener keliatan gelap gulita.

hub gue emang ngak semulus hub orang-orang
yang uda disetujuin m ortu..
semua harus sembunyi-sembunyi
haha, jiwa muuuudaaaa bo'

ngak mudah memang..
harus banyak berkeyakinan dan menanam kekuatan dalam hati
bersiap menghadapi the worst of the worst
terkadang hati gue cm bisa nemuin harapan semu

menyeimbangkan apa yang harus ku lakukan
sm apa yang ingin ku lakukan bener bkin gue gilaaa!
tapi gue brusaha nikmatin tiap detik sm dy..

you're so special, thanks for being there for me
love you so much

*best valentine ever :)

Celine Dion - the colour of my love

I'll paint my mood in shades of blue
Paint my soul to be with you
I'll sketch your lips in shaded tones
Draw your mouth to my own

I'll draw your arms around my waist
Then all doubt I shall erase
I'll paint the rain that softly lands on your wind-blown hair

I'll trace a hand to wipe your tears
A look to calm your fears
A silhouette of dark and light
While we hold each other oh so tight

I'll paint a sun to warm your heart
Swearing that we'll never part
That's the colour of my love

I'll paint the truth
Show how I feel
Try to make you completely real
I'll use a brush so light and fine
To draw you close and make you mine

I'll paint a sun to warm your heart
Swearing that we'll never ever part
That's the colour of my love

I'll draw the years all passing by
So much to learn so much to try

And with this ring our lives will start
Swearing that we'll never part
I offer what you cannot buy
Devoted love until we die

SEMAKIN

huaaaaaaaa.. im jakartaaaa coming in a few hours!

btw gue hari ini lagi very-indonesian bgt musicnya.. :)) aku lagii sukaaa banget sm lagunya D'masiv yang SEMAKIN :)) enak aja dengernya ampe gue puter repeat di lapti :p
hmm, liriknya biasa, tp suaranya ryan yang seksi gmn gt pas banget sm lagu ngebeat

to be or not to be...

everyone has a choice..

nobody may interfere on ur decision..

yea, maybe your father told you to do this..

maybe ur mom told you not to do that and so on..

i know that.. and they are important for me too..

but it's your life.. your happiness..

hear the voice of the deepest corner of your heart..

if you have a strong will, then find your own way!

prove to everyone that don't believe you..

that you can be successful.. and you are being someone that they would never imagined before

make them say, WOW.. when they stare at you in the future..

well.. like i was saying.. it's just an advice..

its your choice..

whether you want to continue being someone you HAVE to be..

or someone you WANT to be..

disappointed i am

you feel they could understand you..

honestly they understand you.. at least they try to..

but not always..


you think you can count on them..

well, i'll tell you, do not expect to much, cos u'll be disappointed


when you needed them the most

where are they??

only few cares about you


true & real friends are forever, i know.. they're always beside you whenever you need them..

but 'friends' are not always good at you..

the only one person you can count on at the end is yourself..


well..

cruel reality that i discovered lately..

how things change as people grow..

i cannot feel sincerity anymore.. just transactional contract..

how disappointing..