a clue

you dont have a clue how muuuuch i miss you

you dont know how i dreamed bout touching you everytime i lay down my head to my pillow

you dont know how anxious i'm to smell your hair, your fragrance..

you dont have any idea how much i love you..

how the time goes by

looking back..

oh, how the time goes by..

so so so so many things happened.. so many pictures taken.. so many memories drawn..

so many feelings grown and so many times brokenhearted..

ngak kerasa.. lebaran 2010 uda aku lewati..

alhamdulillah dengan penuh pelajaran yang bisa kuambil selama 1 tahun..

orang2 baru lalu lalang dalam kehidupanku yang baru berjalan 18 tahun ini..

ratusan karakter, ekspresi cinta, amarah, kesedihan, kesenangan..

banyak pengalaman indah maupun pahit uda ku rasakan..

blom ckup memang.. tp aku harus dan akan terus blajar ..

banyak hal yang akan terjadi dalam beberapa bulan kedepan. im sure of that..

even im not ready to face it yet, but by that time i will! im sure i will be..

huff

oh how the time goes by..

i miss my childhood..

i miss my old friends..

setidaknya..dengan melihat foto2 lama.. bisa mengobati rasa kangen ini :)

tiba2 aja ngeliat2in semuaaa foto yang ditag.. hahahhhaahah
so great to have a spectacular past..


i love every inch of my past

i am what i am now because of it

percakapan dg mr bule

hahahahaha.. hari ini kocaaaak banget

gue habis upload foto2 krn tadi kan habis yaaa jalan2 gt m keluarga ke pantai gelagah after nyekar ke makam2 eyang..

trus tiba2 ada bule ngechat gue,,

hahahaha

"how are you, where are you from"

"im fine, from indonesia, and you??"

"im from italy, btw are you student??"

"wow you're so far away! nice to meet you..yes, at university, what do you do?"

"yep, me too :) im a student too-
you have wonderful face, do you have bf?"

"thankyuuu, yes i have bf"



crita begini ke cwo gue, dy naik daraaaah hahahahahahahahahhahahaa
kocak!

hihi

thanks god i have him

:)

unyuuu, cant wait till then !!!!!!!!!

:)

bismillah :)

kita pasti bisa yank!

they dont know what i know

i dont want you to be judge coz they dont even know you..

they dont know how well you treat me,

how incredible you make me feel

the happiness you gave to me

all the laughter

all the love and caring

they dont know how comfortable you make me feel when im with you

i love you

and i dont wanna lose you beibi..

odio sentirme asi

no se que hacer.. odio sentirme asi..

odio que esto me pase a mi!

me dijiste que tenia que contarte to..

pero tu?? haces lo q queri.

:(

terasa tp ngak bisa dibagi

suddenly i feel like my world its fallin apart..
what should i do

i cannot make this happen without my family..

will they?????

grrrrrrr...................


beban ngak bisa crita ttg kebahagiaan yang aku rasain..

pasti ada jalan

everything's gonna be alright..

apabila sungguh2 menjalaninya, pasti ada jalan..

perbedaan akan menjadi satu apabila memang allah menghendaki